November 26, 2011

Two freakin' weeks

I just got back from KLIA with Dad and I feel like killing all of my faculty's members for doing this to me.

If you hadn't known, Mom, my sister and my little brother just went off to the States to visit my elder brother. Why didn't I tag them along? Of course.. because my faculty decided that it's better to have classes on November 26th till mid December. Dad's with me so it isn't that bad but it's bad enough that I cried my heart out at the airport just now. I'm going too, sure. But not until December 14th, which is more than 2 weeks away. Tell me how can I not die? And I understand that Dad has work to go to every day, so I can't be selfish and ask him to accompany me at home every single day.

Imagine coming home from college and when I utter the word "Assalamualaikum" like I always do the second I turn the knob on the front door. The word will be hanging in the air. Without people replying me. How sad is that? Well, you tell me.

I'm so used to coming back home with so much noise. It's not even 3 hours yet, and I already miss Mom's cooks, my sister's laugh and my little brother's pranks. Typing all of these right now makes me feel like crying. I can feel a lump on my throat right now. I guess I better stop typing before tears run down my face and I should really think about how am I going to fill my times with for 2 weeks and 3 days other than studying and doing my assignment. Any ideas?

10 comments:

Khairunnisa Zaini said...

I know! Watch movies with your friends on weekends ;)

Ayeen Kadir said...

@Khairunnisa, thanks for the idea. But I think I'm going to do that on weekdays since I'm gonna be alone on weekdays and my Dad will be home on weekends. Great idea though! Thank you :)

Khairunnisa Zaini said...

Oh I see. Must be a hard time for you :( takpe. 2 weeks only not 2 months rite? Keep calm. Hehe. And btw, you one of bb's users rite? Can I have your bb pin? :)

Ayeen Kadir said...

@Khairunnisa, Yea it is :( But I guess you're right. I 'll just have to be patient. Thanks for making me feel better :') Yea I'm using Blackberry but I'm really really sorry because I only give out my bbpin to those I know personally or closed to. I hope you don't get me wrong for this, but I only have a few BBM contacts and they're all either my relatives or the ones I'm really closed to personally. You can always email me if you have anything to say to me personally though :) Sorry! xo

Khairunnisa Zaini said...

My pleasure. Hehe. No,that's okay. I understand :) I sure will send any email to you! Have a good day kak Ayeen

Ayeen Kadir said...

@Khairunnisa, thnk you for understanding! And you have a good weekend yea :)

Khairunnisa Zaini said...

Alright! oh and send my regards to your cat! hehehehe. i love cats ;) oh yeah, DO follow my blog

Ayeen Kadir said...

@Khairunnisa, yea, followed :)

Fara A. said...

Ayeen! im here for you. will try my best to spend time w you so u wont feel so lonely ok? Love you, always and forever <3

Ayeen Kadir said...

@Fara, thank you so much babe! Yes, I really need company during the weekdays when my Dad is at work. Hope to see you soon. Love you forever too <3