Who's That New Guy??!

Hey guys.

So....

Miss me?

I bet you do.

I miss you too.

Anyway I've been losing my blogging mood for so long. And this morning I woke up feeling like "hey, I miss writing and I miss my blog. I think it's time for me to update about my life."

And..... here I am. 

First thing first, I am no longer working at that awesome place I worked before. I had a really great time, gained a lot of experiences (and weight), met a lot of awesome people and learned a whole lot of things. I am really thankful that my first job after I graduate was there at C H Williams. It was such a fun experience and if I had the choice I would definitely go back there to work. However I have other plans ahead of me and I had to quit. 

Missing all these crazy people!!

I will definitely keep you guys updated about that "other" plan when I think it's the right time to tell. In the meantime, I am working with my Dad. It's definitely not my line or industry, but hey it's temporary before I figure my life out. Still gotta work to pay the bills, hence this job. Lol.

So yeah, career wise, I am still working on it. Still in progress but everything is good so far.

I'm sure some of you who are following me on Instagram and Twitter have some questions for me. Hehe because I've been receiving questions about it. So whatever I'm about to tell you, you heard it here first! Typing this makes me nervous. I'm having second thoughts about publishing something so personal about my life but I figured that since it's been so long since I abandoned my blog, I might as well make it up to you readers by being transparent with you guys. 

Okay guys, yes. I have a new guy in my life right now in case you are wondering when you saw my pictures on Instagram and all the tweets I've been RT-ing and posting. I've been through a heartache for almost 2 years and I finally found back my happiness. Trust me, these past couple of years I've been nothing but miserable. I came to a conclusion that I don't want to fall in love and I don't want to get married. I'd rather be successful and alone than living through a heartache. Well, that was what I thought. 

Until I said yes to this guy (let's just call him the new guy, for now yea? Hehe) when he asked me out. I've never said yes to any guy who asked me out after my big break up in 2013. But somehow, with this new guy, I considered. I had my doubts though, so of course like always, I went to Mom for advice. My Mom said it's okay to give it a try with this one and so, I did. Never did I expect that things will turn out this way. I enjoy his company so much that we've been spending so much time together since then. 

Now I can finally say that yes, I've moved on from the 7 years of relationship before. In case you are wondering, no I did not regret anything. I'm sure if you have been following me for quite some time, you would know who my boyfriend was. I have been with him since the first I started this blog and the memories we had are priceless. It is also not wrong to say that I am still friends with him until now. I've known him since we were 9, of course I wouldn't just forget about him. People have been asking me how did I move on. Well, let me tell you something. It wasn't easy. It took me a couple of years, after all. My tip is to be patient. That is all, seriously. There's nothing that you can do except wait as time heals everything. You can't force yourself to stop having feelings towards someone. When the feeling is there, it's there.  But have faith in yourself, that everything will work out just fine. It may be difficult, you might cry yourself to sleep every night but trust me, it will turn the other way around sooner or later. I am a living proof of that. I was having the most difficult time, I used to cry a lot, mood swings and all but look at me now. I'm happy. Everything turned out perfectly fine, but of course I don't want to jinx it so, I'll stop talking about how happy I am right now. The moment I stopped stalking and checking on my ex's social medias, that's when I know I have really moved on. Anyway, moral of the story is, to whoever asked me for tips on how I moved on, I only have one thing to say ; Be patient. 

Don't ever let a heartbreak ruin you. I didn't believe in love but I am totally smitten right now. So, just wait. God has someone better for you in the future so you don't need to rush things and jump to conclusions like I did. You can wait for the right one and remember God always knows best. He knows who is good for you and who's not. Who knows, you are facing all this because He wants you to be stronger so you'll be able to walk on your own feet before you share your love with someone else. If there's one thing I learned from the break up, it's definitely to love myself more. I didn't give myself enough credit that I deserve. I am worth more than that and now I realized that I need to learn to love myself more before I learn to love someone else. Now I truly believe in the saying "Don't find love, let the love find you" because when this new guy asked me out, I wasn't looking for a relationship. Heck, I wasn't even thinking of being attached to anyone and I actually vowed to myself to not love again. But suddenly he came into the picture and he can make me laugh at 3 am in the morning. He makes me feel all these feelings I hadn't felt for the longest time. He makes me happy, he makes me feel warm and fluffy inside, he makes me nervous in a good way and he makes me smile reading his texts everyday. I wasn't even looking but it just feels right.

Everyone has a different love story. Either you are marrying your high school sweetheart, or you're getting engaged with someone you just met for 5 months, it doesn't matter because everything happens for a reason, every individual walked into your life for a reason and God has everything planned out for us. You don't have to worry about it. Duration doesn't imply how pure your love is towards someone and how serious your relationship is. When you are in a long term relationship but don't feel happy anymore, ask yourself this : "Are you in love with the person you're in a relationship with or are you in love with the duration of the relationship and the memories you both made along the way?". It was hard for me because I was in love with all the memories we had and the 7 years we've been together. 

So guys, think.

Make sure of your own feelings before you decide on anything. It helps to really know your feelings instead of believing yourself and your heart straight away without thinking about it thoroughly. 

"You fall in love with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time."

This time, I am praying for the best.

InsyaAllah, he is the one.

Bismillah.

Butterfly Project Malaysia Christmas Dinner 2014 ♡

I have been a member of the Butterfly Project for a while now but I didn’t do my research thoroughly. Therefore, I have wasted my time & wasted so many opportunities I could have gotten! I am so disappointed at myself for not having the drive to really find opportunities for my blog and YouTube channel through The Butterfly Project because Butterfly Malaysia is a good platform to network with other beauty bloggers/vloggers!  But with my awesome “Internet” friends, they advised me and motivated me to do my research and rebrand myself on the Internet.

“Akak nampak, Ayeen ada potential dalam bidang ni”, said Innanie Ariffin from Blog CoklatEyes.

Translation : “I can see you have potential in this industry.”

I still remember the words and motivation they gave me, I literally cried!

Well, long story short, I did my homework, rebranded and reemphasized on certain things on my blog & YouTube to start new. I became more aware of what opportunities The Butterfly Project offers. So, when they posted that they were having a Christmas Dinner/Party with 100 members of the community, I jumped into it and signed up for the dinner without hesitation.

Picture courtesy of Butterfly Malaysia's Facebook

I got so excited that day because it was going to be my first ever Butterfly Project event! Truthfully, I was a little bit nervous too as I was the ‘new girl’ while everyone knows everyone there. I came with Kak Nanie, and she was one of the senior butterfly that night so she was a little busy welcoming everyone and I was left on my own because the ones I know, Wiida and Kak Sabby haven’t arrived. I was really awkward and stood in a corner alone but then I realized, this is the sort of thing that won’t make myself develop. More often than not, I would be very bubbly and friendly to everyone even if they’re strangers. But that night, I felt so intimidated for some reasons even I can’t explain. After realizing I was being a snob, I started to fight the urge to mingle around.

I did and this is what happened in the next 5 minutes…..

These girls are just so amazing how they are so acceptable and it was really easy to blend in. Maybe because we have the same passion towards beauty & blogging. But for the most part, I think it’s because we are all a crazy bunch of people, which is so exciting and fun! I can be my crazy self with these ladies!

I made new friends and I also met people whom I know from the Internet but never met before that night. Let me tell you, it was really awesome to see the person you watch on your computer screen on regular basis standing in front of you, giving you hugs and taking selfies with you.

But in all the excitement, I can say, the one person I was really really excited to meet was Izzati. I watch her videos on YouTube and when I saw her, my hand automatically waved at her vigorously without shame. She gave me a weird look at first because well, I didn’t even know if she knows me! But after awhile, we became instant friends! We talked about a lot of things and being YouTubers, we talked about cameras, lightings and the hard work to film and edit a video. I’m thinking of doing a collab with her in 2015. Do you guys have any ideas on what kind of videos you would want to watch of us before I approach her with this idea? Let me know :)

Okay, back to the event, we spent some time networking and mingling around before Tammy (Founder of Butterfly Project aka the most awesome Mama San any butterflies could ever dreamed of) gave an opening speech. Then, we were fed by The Apartment @ Curve with the most delicious food! There were turkeys, pasta, desserts and my most favorite was the broccoli & cauliflower served with cheese sauce.

There were so many fun activities organized by Tammy and the other senior butterflies. We had performances by some of the talented butterflies, we were also assigned to groups and all members of the groups have to find their own senior butterfly with the clues given. I was in a group with new faces I have never seen but they were all so funny and nice. Our senior butterfly was Cindy! One familiar face in the group and it happened to be the senior in the group. I met Cindy at an event last year and it was really good to see her again! We came up with the name “Flaming Flamingoes” as our group’s name.

Cindy introducing the Flaming Flamingoes' members!

The last half an hour (maybe more) of the night was filled with calling people’s names for the Secret Santa session! Guess what I got?

A box filled with beauty and other random things!

I found out that my Secret Santa was Syafiera Lewis! Thank you babe :) 

When the event ended, I was pretty bummed as I still wanted to have fun with these girls but it was getting pretty late. It wasn’t until I got home that I felt so exhausted. But exhaustion didn’t stop me from opening the beauty box Butterfly Malaysia had prepared for every participant! They have included a lot of things in this box from different brands! I can’t wait to start trying them and give my opinion about them!

I had a really great time, thanks to Kak Nanie and Kak Sabby for motivating me to go involve myself in these kind of events, Tammy for being so welcoming & fun and of course to the girls I met that night. You girls are the most fun bunch!

Selfies or "wefies" are a must!

Wiida - http://www.wiidaribbon.com

Kak Sabby - http://sabbyprue.blogspot.com

Kak Nanie - http://www.coklateyes.my

First time meeting these two pretty ladies but we talked & laughed like we already knew each other!

Izzati - http://immanextdiva.blogspot.com 

Mira - http://miracikcit.blogspot.com

One with the team leader, Cindy! 

And of course, with the Butterfly Malaysia's Founder, Tammy!

Oh and some of the pictures were taken by Kawi Studio!

Positive Vibes

"Surround yourself with good people and positive vibes."

I have always believed that when you surround yourself with the right kind of people, you'll be fine. Some people often say that they don't get influenced easily by the people they hang out with but who are we kidding? Humans will always be humans. You can't run from being humans. Like it or not, we are easily influenced directly or indirectly by the people we surround ourselves with. 

Ever notice how your laugh changes when you hang out with one person a lot more? Notice how you sometimes feel it's okay to wear that skirt when you used to think it was too short for you when you hang out with a person who thinks the skirt is okay for you to wear? Notice how your accent will also change depending on who you're talking to? People around you has the power to indirectly influence you no matter how hard you try to deny it. Just admit it, guys. I am done being in denial, I think it's time for you to stop too. 

I used to think, I'm a strong individual. I can hang out with anyone and they will never have an affect on me. Well, I know I'm not always right but this time, I'm so wrong. Seriously, anyone who thinks they are not affected by the people around them, you should yell to yourself "wake up!" loudly so it'll wrap around your brain and let it sink in. Hehe. Okay that's a bit too exaggerating, huh?

All my life, I have never been a person who has a lot of friends. I always hang out with the same group of friends and confine myself into a certain circle of friends. I'm not saying that they're bad influence. No, I love them to death but all I'm saying is that I was wrong in the sense that I shouldn't have limit myself to only those group of friends. We hang out with each other in class, outside and even in dorm rooms. Basically, everywhere! So eventually, we are all becoming each other and became too comfortable. This isn't a good sign because once everyone in the circle is influenced by each other, then all of you would think similarly, therefore the opinions will be limited. How can you seek for different opinions and advices if all of you think alike? Trust me, that friend who you always hang out with will say "You did the right thing!", even if you did something stupid and very wrong. Why?

Easy. Because you think alike.

To surround yourself with positive vibes is one thing. To have a wide circle of friends is another thing. I'm not saying you should go out and socialize every other day. God, no. I'm just saying you should make friends with everyone and from there, you can see who are the ones you need to avoid and who are the ones that can bring positive vibes into your life. 

If you just realized that you have been limiting yourself to the same group of friends and that you and your friends think alike, well it's time for you to meet new people. There might be some risks to be friends with someone new because we don't know if they are sincere to be your friend or they have a different agenda but that's what life is all about. Taking the chances and risks to learn from mistakes. And believe me, I understand when you think "why would I find new friends when my friends now are cool?". Well guys, like I mentioned, you will never see the real world if you don't broaden your network. You will never know what other professions think of a certain situation or how others would react to solve a certain problem. Every person has a different way of solving and thinking. Don't you think it's worth it to be friends with different people from different backgrounds so you'll get different opinions according to their own personal experiences? Now, is that not something awesome? To learn new things every day just by talking to different kind of people? I think that's great because knowledge will never run out, unless you limit yourself to gain that knowledge. 

I realized all this after I finished my Foundation. All my 19 years of life at that time, I had been hanging out with the same people. I wasn't going anywhere and I wasn't developing at all. I was stuck in a cocoon and I didn't even know it. But when it hit me, I started to be friends with everyone and made sure that I keep in touch with the ones I know I can trust. I realized that I gained a lot of stories, opinions and knowledge from just talking to these new people. I don't even have to organize a slumber party to get to know them. All I have to do is talk to them, ask them questions, be more friendly to new people. It isn't that hard!

However, sometimes the people that you call "friends" are not even true friends. I've faced with so many hypocrites and so called "true friends" when all they do is sending negative aura into my life. They will make fun of my passion, they will be sarcastic about my videos and you know, stuff that they think is funny but are certainly not funny to me. I still call them my friends but I know that I won't lose anything if I don't keep in touch with them that often. There are better people out there who believe in me and my dreams, who are always there to support me. 

Yesterday, I had a date with two beautiful bloggers, Kak Innanie from Blog Coklat Eyes & Kak Sabby from Sabby Prue. I knew these two ladies from the Internet, of course but I met them for the first time at an event (I vlogged during the event. You can watch the vlog here) and we've been friends ever since. 

Although I don't always join them for outings or events because I had always been the "loner" when it comes to blogger/vlogger events. I always go to events alone, doing my own thing. But that's just so wrong. People would think I'm snobbish but really, I was actually really humbled because I know I'm not as big as they are in the blogging world. But after yesterday, I realized how foolish I was because in this world, there's no such thing as who has the most followers or who always get the job from clients. We are all in this together. We share the same passion, we share a lot of things but we all come from different backgrounds and we've all been through our own experiences. 

Let me tell you, it was such a crazy day for us three because one moment we were karaoke-ing and laughing our butt off but then the waiters at Dome found us crying the next moment. We had so much to tell, from funny stories to all the emotional stories. I hadn't had that much fun for so long and it felt so good to share stories between us. I missed them a lot and I just realized that when I hugged them the moment we met yesterday. 

Oh man this is a very long and emotional post! Hehe anyway, I just want to get this out of my chest because I think everyone should not limit themselves in any way. Don't put a limitation in whatever you do because that will not allow you to grow as an individual. 

Remember, be nice to everyone and be a lifetime learner ;)

I'm facing life crisis??

Hello guys.

As you all know I haven't been a really good blogger or vlogger lately. And by lately I mean, this past one year. I'm sorry. I truly am. I really love being on the Internet it's just that I don't have time for it these days. Usually when I was about to blog something on my computer, an email comes in.

Ahhhh, email from a colleague. 

Or the developer.

Or a client.

I need to always reply these emails as soon as I can. So by the time I finished replying all these emails, I will either be sleepy or I completely forgot my main purpose when I turned on my computer.  The fact that I'm dealing with people in London doesn't help either as the time difference means they start working as I am about to go to bed. 

So yes. That's my life now. 

I spend most of my time stressing and worrying about closing deals, agreements, contracts and everything else except writing a blog post or making a video. And honestly? I hate it. Don't get me wrong, I don't hate my job. I just hate how it drives me away from what I love doing the most; being on the Internet, typing away and talking in front of the camera. I want to be able to have the time to do my job and be on the Internet. But my job requires me to work on weekends as well, so tough luck, man.

I've been stressing over this for a little over a while now and I have not voice this out because I feel bad for complaining. I don't want to complain. I don't want to be the whiny brat because it's not even the job at all, I don't think. It's just my feelings. And I'm bad at expressing my feelings. Like, literally really bad at it. So right now I'm trying to figure this out. I need to find myself. I need to build my career based on my passion, not based on the money. Because I don't think you will ever be successful if you do something for the money instead of your love and compassion towards the things you do. 

So please dear readers/viewers, please bear with me while I figure my life out and how am I going around this. But know this; I won't give up blogging and Youtube. Never. 

If you have any comforting words for me or any advises, just shoot them to me. Email me, tweet me, comment below. Anything. I will be sure to read them.

Oh! And thank you to those who have been tweeting, commenting on my pictures on Instagram, emailing me asking me to blog and film videos again. I miss you guys too!!! I will start again. Pretty soon, InsyaAllah. 

Okay fun's time over. Back to work now.

The Story of My YouTube Channel

I started my YouTube Channel in September 2011. That's like, almost 3 years ago. Not as long as my beloved blog, of course but you know, I thought I was born to write on my blog.

But then I found YouTube. 

I know I shouldn't be bias or anything but since I started my YouTube channel, I've been thinking that maybe this is what I was born to do.

Youtube.

Making videos about beauty, fashion and other random things.

I love and enjoy making videos. It's a lot of work but I never seem to mind it. Hours and hassle of setting up the camera and props to film the video, hours and hours spent on editing the video, brainstorming on what videos I should do next... you know, these things make me happy though it is a whole lot of hard work. Sometimes I even spend 48 hours to edit a video that is less than 8 minutes long just to make it right and perfect. The sleepless nights I spent because I couldn't get enough of editing are so so so worth it when you guys enjoyed the videos I made. I don't know how to explain it, but it really feels like it's my love. My passion. Like I can't get enough of filming and editing.

If I have a choice, I would definitely film and edit all day every day but of course, my channel is not that stable for me to quit my job and do this full time just yet. Maybe one day, who knows but for now, I'm just enjoying all that I can. What irritates me the most about being a Malaysian Youtuber/beauty guru is that Malaysia is not really big on YouTubers. I mean of course there are a few YouTubers that are known internationally like Jinny Boy but there's no beauty guru community here in Malaysia like they have in The States, especially LA. Not that I know of anyway. I know there are some beauty bloggers community and such but I have never heard of Malaysian beauty YouTubers community here in Malaysia. If you know any community of that sort, let me know so I can check them out.

Sometimes when I watch some of my favorite beauty gurus doing this full time, I feel like packing my bags and fly to LA to do this full time too because I really really love doing this. I mean, I like my job but if I were to be given a choice, I would definitely choose something I'm more passionate about which are beauty and fashion. I started my channel out of interest, not for the benefits like free stuff and money, while I accepted my current job because I like real estate but I like money more. You see the difference? If I were to do this YouTube thing full time, I would be doing it because I love it more than I love the money but of course, doing something you really love and getting paid for it sounds a whole lot better. But still... you get what I mean.

Anyway, of course when I ventured myself in making videos on YouTube, not everything is fun and games all the time. This is when I know who is there to support me and who's not. I got insulted a lot, being in the YouTube scene. Blogging is not as bad because people can't really see you. They don't see you talking, they don't really know how you act and talk, they only see your writings. Your words. So they don't really have any strong foundation to insult you. All the years that I blogged, I've never received any strong insults but when I started YouTube.... man, the insults and negative comments really got to my head. I almost gave up, I almost deleted my channel. But then I realized everything you do in this world, there will always be people who criticize you and hate what you do, the way you talk and the way you act. You can't please everyone. You can't always impress everyone. So the best thing to do is just be yourself and do what you feel is right for you. If people like you and what you do, then you know they like you for who you are. Not because you are doing what they want you to do. I even cried some days reading negative comments back in the day. I even had friends who were always making fun of my videos. I always laugh a long with them and acted like it didn't hurt my feelings. But it did. To have your own friends making fun of what you like doing? Can I really call them my friends then? I started to stay away from these people because I know they will only give negative vibes into my life if I keep them close to me. And guess what?

That. Was. The. Best. Decision. I've. Ever. Made. In. My. Life.

After much support and positive motivation by a few people in my life and from some of you as well, I decided to let my channel grow. And here it is, 3 years later, I'm still making videos! Alhamdulillah, my channel has definitely grow. Slowly but surely. I'm so glad I kept going instead of giving up when things got difficult. I have received a lot of opportunities and one of the best ones was of course, being a part of Style Haul. But that's not even the best part yet. The best part is to have you guys. All of you who watch my videos, subscribing to me, leaving me comments so I can improve and keep going in the future. You all are truly a blessing for me. I like knowing that I made someone's day when I upload a new video or the fact that my videos motivate some of you in some weird ways. I am happy to receive emails and comments saying that I changed their lives and I inspired them. To think of me being an inspiration is beyond this world. I would never have thought I would make an impact in anyone's life. I also had encountered a situation where a Mom approached me asking whether I can come meet her 4 year old daughter because her daughter watches my videos repeatedly, every single day. She even imitates what I do in my videos. I was shocked hearing this of course, exciting but scary at the same time. Scary  in the sense that it made me think back of what I did in all my videos. This is a 4 year old child we're talking about, I wouldn't want to be a bad influence to anyone, especially little kids.

So I just want to say thank you, thank you, thank you. Without you guys' support, I won't even be making videos right now. Because of you and the few people in my life who support me made me realized I don't have to please everyone. I just have to be myself and do what I like doing with some effort, everything will turn out well. I also learned that all those negative comments and insults people throw at me are nothing. I shouldn't be affected by them and I should take that as a challenge or turn them into something positive that I can use to further motivate myself.

So, THANK YOU.
*virtual hugs*

It's been 2 months since I last blogged?!

It feels a whooooooole lot longer though.

But phewwwww finally, I can write on this blog again and it feels so so so so good. If you miss this blog (let's face it, you all actually miss me, I know. Haha), let me enlighten you to what actually happened and why my domain, ayeenkadir.com is not accessible. And why it's now ayeenkadir.blogspot.com.

In the month of April every year, I will be reminded by an email by the provider of my domain to pay for my yearly subscription. This year though, I started working and yes, you guessed it. I forgot to pay the subscription because I was too caught up with my work. Also, I didn't receive the bloody reminder email this year! So it's not entirely my fault. Right?

 I know you guys are probably wondering why didn't I just set the payment to auto, so they can just charge the credit card automatically when it expires every year? 

Well, you guys got to cut me some slacks because when I first started my blog, I was just a child. Okay, not exactly a child. But I was 17. I was in high school. So I secretly charged the payment to my Dad's credit card without consulting him first. To avoid him nagging me about "how he doesn't grow money on trees and how the credit card he gave me is for emergencies ONLY", I thought I'd try it out just for one year. After one year though, my Dad seems to be okay with it seeing how I am really passionate towards blogging and how serious I was/am with it. When I said "he seems to be okay with it", I meant he didn't seem to mind when there is my domain provider's name on the credit card bill every year and he didn't complain or nag about it. So I assumed he didn't mind. After that, I didn't really bother to change the manual payment to auto and boy, that's the biggest regret in my 23 years of life. Now I am domain-less and I have to pay almost RM900 to get the domain and all its content back. I had the hardest time to decide what I want to do. 

To pay the RM900 and get it over with so I can start writing on my blog again 

or...

To terminate that domain from my provider and change my provider which will costs me cheaper than RM900

So I decided I will use this .blogspot for the mean time, while I solve this problem. Maybe I will change to a different provider. So if you're a blogger, do give me some recommendations of good and user-friendly provider for me to consider!

On a totally different note, I have a lot to tell you guys, a lot of ootd pictures to post here, a lot of working experiences I want to share and just about everything! Ahhhh I cannot wait to start back on blogging!!! Who's excited????!

No one?

Okay... maybe it's just me.

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Liebster Award!

Okay so I just knew about this Liebster Award Tag from one of my friend here on blogger, Puteri Panda. She nominated me in her blog for this award and so, I'm going to do the tag now. This is so interesting, I'm so excited! 

The Rules : 

1) List 11 facts about yourself

2) Answer 11 questions given to you

3) Create other 11 questions for the bloggers you nominated

4) Thank and link back to the blogger who nominated you in their blog

5) Nominate 5 bloggers with 200 or less followers 

6) Go to each bloggers page and inform them about the tag/award

Okay so let's start!!

11 Facts About Me 

( I promise I will list out different facts than the ones I wrote in my 50 Random Facts About Me Tag)

1) Yes, I love shopping and I can spend 10 hours in Forever 21 but I can spend legitimately 27 hours in a bookstore, especially Bookalicious

2) My car is red in color

3) I don't own any MAC products simply because I used to think MAC is not a good brand but I'll probably try their Studio Fix Foundation soon because I heard it's good

4)  I used to enjoy going to concerts but now I feel like crowds are annoying

5) I actually like wearing baju kurung and will always find a reason to wear them

6) I honestly don't like my handwriting, although I LOVE to write

7) People used to call me 'the girl with guys legs' in high school because I had huge legs. Still have them now.. but I learned to embrace it

8) I am the most difficult person to throw up. I've only threw up twice in the 22 years of my life, where I forced myself to throw up by dancing vigorously after I ate and the other time was when I stuck my toothbrush down my throat after meal ( I swear I don't do stupid things anymore, don't you worry. Hehe)

9) I'm SERIOUSLY afraid of cockroaches. I think I'm about to die just by typing the "C" word. There's a 110% that I will cry my eyes out if I see them crawling/flying anywhere near me

10) I have weird shaped arms

11) I just learned how to do the cup song in Pitch Perfect!!!

Questions from Puteri Panda :

1) Describe your style

I did a whole post about this topic the other day. I would probably say I don't really have a specific style because I always change my style depending on my mood. Sometimes I go for edgy with converse, studs and denim vests but sometimes I go all girly and sweet with a sheer top, lace, maxi dress and heels.

2) Favorite Perfume

Definitely Viva La Juicy!!

3) High heels or wedges?

I owned a lot more heels than wedges but I do love wedges as well. I'd say I love them both equally. Hehe.

4) Choose 3 colors

Red, Pink and Mint Green

5) Favorite Movie

This is still going to be Pitch Perfect!

6) Favorite Food

I'm not picky when it comes to food but I really like sushi!

7) BB Cream or Foundation? What brand?

I love my Covergirl Natureluxe Foundation. Always have, always will.

8) Samsung or iPhone? Tell me why.

iPhone because I'm using an iPhone right now? Haha. But seriously though, I've always liked Apple products compared to other brands.

9) Give me one dessert recipe without using an oven

Oreos dipped in milk? Hahaha that's how rare I use the kitchen to bake or cook.

10) What is your favorite Chatime beverage? 

Pearl Milk Tea, Strawberry Pudding Au Lait with pearls and Peach Smoothie with pearls

11) If you have 1 million, what do you do?

I will definitely give some to my parents and the rest, I will use to travel the world, buy myself a white Range Rover and buy the whole Juicy Couture collection. 

My questions :

1) Do you drink coffee? If yes, do you prefer Starbucks or Coffee Bean?

2) Name your top3 Youtubers you like to watch/bloggers you like to read.

3) What made you start blogging?

4) Biggest regret of your life?

5) If you could be anywhere in this world, where would you be?

6) Your guilty pleasure(s)?

7) Would you rather live without leggings your whole life or live without make up your whole life?

8) If you could only eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?

9) Describe your perfect guy.

10) Name one high end brand that you don't mind spending your money on.

11) Do you prefer shoes or bags? Explain why.

I tag :

Deeya

Sabrina Jasman

Qistina Ayu

Nada Rahman

Syuhada

Thank you so much Puteri Panda for nominating and tagging me! This tag is so much fun to do! :D